
This week we continue our Summertime Sadness series with Supernatural season 7 episode 10, Death’s Door.
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This week we continue our Summertime Sadness series with Supernatural season 7 episode 10, Death’s Door.

Sure Ain’t by Wilder Woods
Lyrics:
I know that you aren’t asking
But I thought I’d let you know
If you’re wondering what might happen
If the space between us closed
If you’re thinking you might kiss me
Oh, I would not be opposed
It might just show my weakness
Everything might change
Leave my world in pieces
The best possible way
It might make me go crazy
It might make me fall hard
It sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Sure ain’t gonna break my heart
I can see you roll your eyes
Can feel you pull away
You don’t have to play shy
My, my
Don’t have to hesitate
It might just show my weakness
Everything might change
Leave my world in pieces
The best possible way
It might make me go crazy
Might make me fall hard
But it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Oh, it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
It sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Oh, sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Woo, it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
It might just show my weakness
Everything might change
Leave my world in pieces
The best possible way
It might make me go crazy
Might make me fall hard
But it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Oh, it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Oh, it sure ain’t gonna break my heart
Oh, it sure ain’t gonna break my heart

The Cellist & The Rockstar by DaydreamDestiel & Brenna_Fae
104,164 words
Summary:
Castiel Novak was one of the best cellists at Juilliard. His world centered around routine: practice, school, practice, sleep. Lather, rinse, repeat. If it wasn’t for his best friend, Balthazar, his life would’ve continued on its expected path. Everything changed for Castiel, when Balthazar dragged him out to an exclusive My Own Volition performance. Dean Winchester was everything you’d expect from a famous rock star. Right from the start he threw off all of Castiel’s well laid plans.

This week on Fangirlin’ we continue our “Summertime Sadness” series, with Supernatural season 7, episode 3, The Girl Next Door.

In Your Eyes by Peter Gabriel
Lyrics:
Love I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
All my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes
Love, I don’t like to see so much pain
So much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive
And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
The heat I see in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes

Love Bites by MalMuses
34,184 words
Summary:
Cas Novak graduated with a 4.0 in Mathematics, but not even Naomi Novak’s money could help him at job interviews. Anxious and dissatisfied with life, at nearly thirty he’s still washing dishes in the back of his best friend Hannah’s cafe. Until one night when his cat drags an injured bat into his apartment.
Dean may be a vampire, but he’s not an asshole (well, not much.) He feels like he owes the awkward guy for rescuing him from the cat’s clutches, so he sets about changing Cas’s life. A silly story about families who aren’t quite what they seem, fake boyfriends, and falling in love with someone who’s never, technically, met you.

This week on Fangirlin’ we continue our “Summertime Sadness” series, with Supernatural season 5, episode 16, Dark Side of the Moon.
Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us Now by Jefferson Starship
Lyrics:
Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I’ve found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I’m feeling for you
Let ’em say we’re crazy, I don’t care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby don’t ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we’re heart to heart
And we can build this thing together
Stand this stormy weather
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We’ll still have each other
Nothing’s gonna stop us
Nothing’s gonna stop us now
I’m so glad I found you, I’m not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes here’s what I’m gonna do
Let ’em say we’re crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby don’t ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we’re heart to heart
And we can build this thing together
Stand this stormy weather
Nothing’s gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We’ll still have each other
Nothing’s gonna stop us
Nothing’s gonna stop us now
Oh, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
And all that I want to do
Is hold you forever, and ever and ever
And we can build this thing together
Stand this stormy weather
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We’ll still have each other
Nothing’s gonna stop us
Nothing’s gonna stop us now
For All You Young Hockey Players Out There, Pay Attention by thursdaysfallenangel
143,594 words
Summary:
Dean Winchester knows two things about hockey, two things his dad made sure he knew. One, hockey is a guy’s sport, and two, hockey is family. Hockey meant Sam and Bobby and Benny and Victor and Gabriel and hell, his entire team. So when Victor gets traded, Russian-star-turned-new-teammate Castiel Krushnic becomes a threat. As much as Dean hates him for that, the longer he sticks around, the more he begins to threaten that first rule too. Dean’s been taught his whole life that those who play hockey should not be captivated by deep accented voices and the way a guy handles his stick, so how the hell is he supposed to justify what he’s starting to think about Cas? All Dean wanted at the beginning of the season was to win, and now all he wants to do is figure out how he feels about Cas and how to deal with it without ruining his career and tearing his family apart.

This week on Fangirlin’ we continue our Forever Young series, newly dubbed “Summertime Sadness”, with Supernatural season 4, episode 21, When the Levee Breaks.