Welcome to Fangirlin': A Supernatural Podcast
Saving Ships, Hunting Spoilers. The Fangirl Business.
This week on Fangirlin’ we continue our Forever Young series with Supernatural season 4, episode 13, After School Special. Listen to us discuss how much of a douchebag Dean was (and apparently still is) and how heartbreaking Sam’s story is.
I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie
Lyrics:
Love of mine, someday you will die
But I’ll be close behind and I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
And illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me,
Son, fear is the heart of love, so I never went back
You and me we’ve seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
But it’s nothing to cry about
‘Cause we’ll hold each other soon in the blackest of rooms
The right kind of wrong by zation
43,069 words
Summary:
Original prompt: something Russian Bratva related? Like Cas is the prince or whatever of this organization and Dean is forced to marry him because of an arrangement between their families. Only Dean is eighteen and very independent, he doesn’t want to be anyone’s pet to stay at home. Cas is older. So they end up married but even if Dean is all “no, I don’t want this, I don’t need anyone, leave me alone, I hate you” he can’t resist Cas because he’s hot and brilliant. And Cas can’t resist Dean because he’s just like that and drives him crazy because he’s a feisty brat
Or,
The one where Dean can’t believe his fucking life and Cas, in turn, can’t believe his luck.
This week on Fangirlin’ we continue our Forever Young series and celebrate Christmas in June with Supernatural season 3, episode 8, A Very Supernatural Christmas.
Cold by Crossfade
Lyrics:
Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so
Cold to you, I’m sorry about all the lies,
Maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be, so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed-up side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there’s just no hope;
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am (Is I’m sorry for the way)
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
Dreaming in Digital by Ltleflrt
173,818 words
Summary:
When Dean finds a deactivated sex bot, he knows it’s his lucky day.
Join us this week as we continue our Forever Young series with Supernatural season 1, episode 18, Something Wicked.
I Wanna Love You Forever by Jessica Simpson
Lyrics:
You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too I know you do
I’ve got so much more to give
This can’t die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I’ll cherish every drop here on my knees
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I’m asking of you
10, 000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
‘Cause from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I’d give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I’ve always been taught to win
And I never thought I’d fail
Be at the mercy of a man,
I’ve never been
Now I only want to be right where you are
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I’m asking of you
10, 000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
‘Cause from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever
In my life I’ve learned that heaven never waits
Let’s take this now before it’s gone
Like yesterday
‘Cause when I’m with you there’s nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I’m breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me, I’m gonna Love
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I’m asking of you
10, 000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
‘Cause from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever
Happily Alone by violue
14,715 words
Summary:
When Dean used to imagine being a rock star, he pictured enjoying it more than this.
Join us this week as we kick off our Forever Young series about the Winchester boys’ childhood, beginning with the pilot episode. It’s about time we discussed this one, am I right?
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