If Only by Hanson

Lyrics:

‘Cause I need you
‘Cause I need you

Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I’m ever gonna feel this way again
There’s a picture that’s hanging at the back of my head
I see it over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to lead you ’cause I need to be with you ’til the end
Then I hear myself reply you’ve got to hold it in
This time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way
if only you’d look at me and want to stay
if only I’d take you in my arms and say
I won’t go ’cause I need you
‘Cause I need you

I sit here waiting wondering hoping that I’ll make this right
‘Cause all I think about is your hands
Your face and all these lonely nights
There’s a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying over and over

I want to hold you love you in my arms and then
I want to need you ’cause I need to be with you ’til the end
Then I hear myself reply she’ll never let you in
This time, tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way
And if only you’d look at me and want to stay
And if only I’d take you in my arms and say
I won’t go ’cause I need you
Please don’t go ’cause I need you now

I want to hear you say
It’ll always be this way
We’ll be hand in hand for every night and every day
I want to scream and shout
‘Cause I’m losing any doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now

If only I had the guts to feel this way
And if only you’d look at me and want to stay
And if only I’d take you in my arms and say
I won’t go ’cause I need you
Please don’t go ’cause I need you now
Yeah
‘Cause I need you
(if only…)
‘Cause I need you now
(if only…)
‘Cause I need you
I need you
(if only…)
‘Cause I need you
(if only…)
‘Cause I need you
(if only…)
(if only…)
‘Cause I need you now
Yeah


Plus One by ceeainthereforthat

Summary:
Castiel Novak might have to attend three weddings in two months, but he’s not about to let his brother play matchmaker. His family’s Internet streaming company is too important to let a relationship steal his time, but he knows exactly what to do–hire someone to pretend to be his boyfriend.

Dean Winchester has worked five-star hospitality long enough to know how to fit in with Castiel’s crowd, and this job could score him the connections to make his acting career take off. It’s a business deal, no matter how they’re drawn to each other. When the lines of their contract start to blur into real feelings, can they withstand Castiel’s family and jealous fans working to split them up?

Also, a bonus fanfic recommended by friend of the show, Alex:
The Complete Works of Emmanuel Allen by violue

Summary:
Dean Winchester, reluctant business owner, reluctant home owner, and reluctant cat owner, is striking up a very promising friendship with the author of his favorite book series.

And he has no idea.

This week’s song of the week is brought to you by everyone-matters

Lyrics:

All of the lights land on you
The rest of the world fades from view
And all of the love I see
Please please say you feel it too
And all of the noise I hear inside
Restless and loud, unspoken and wild
And all that you need to say
To make it all go away
It’s that you feel the same way too

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

And all of the steps that led me to you
And all of the hell I had you walk through
But I wouldn’t trade a day for the chance to say
My love, I’m in love with you

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

I know that we’re both afraid
We both made the same mistakes
An open heart is an open wound to you
And in the wind there’s a heavy choice
Love has a quiet voice
Still you mind, now I’m yours to choose

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
Let my love be the light that guides you home

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

Four Letter Word for Intercourse by bendingsignpost

Summary:
As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean’s constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he’s finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can’t figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

(It’s probably a bad idea, but he really can’t help himself.)