Month: November 2018

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Mad at your Dad? by wannaliveindeansdimples
7688 words, published 06/06/2015, part 1 of the MadAtYourDad series

Dean wasn’t sure why he was even scrolling through Craigslist. Especially not the casual encounters section. It was four days before Thanksgiving. Not like he was gonna try and hook up with someone before that shitstorm. After, sure, but not before.

He kept scrolling, though, not clicking anything until a title caught his eye.

Alone on Thanksgiving? Mad at your dad? I am a 28 year old male felon who has no degree, but has studied enough theologies of the world, behavioral psychology, and philosophy to set your whole family’s teeth on edge—no matter which way they lean, politically, religiously or in terms of neuroses. I drive a van the same age as me that’s got a mural on the side of an angel holding an orgy. I can play between the ages of 20-30 depending on whether I shave. I live off an inheritance, and sell weed on the side. If you’d like to have me as your strictly platonic date for Thanksgiving, but have me pretend to be in a very long or serious relationship (monogamous or polyamorous, whichever sounds most like it would freak out su familia) with you (and/or others), to torment your family, I’m game…

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Wake Up by Coheed and Cambria

Lyrics:

I’m going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay, but you argue.
More than this, I wish you could’ve seen my face,
In back seats staring out the window.

“I’ll do anything for you.”
“Kill anyone for you.”

So leave yourself intact because I will be coming back,
And in a phrase to cut these lips, I love you.

The morning will come with the press of every kiss
And your head upon my chest.
Where I will annoy you with every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

So leave yourself intact because I will be coming back,
And in a phrase to cut these lips, I love you.

I’ve earned through hope and faith on the curves around your face
That I’m the one you’ll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I’ll do anything for you, this story is for you.
(Anything you want me to for you)
I’ll do anything for you, kill anyone for you.

‘Til you decide to wake up…

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WANTED by faeryn
5340 words, published 06/04/2016

Summary:

WANTED

‘Boyfriend’ to take home for Thanksgiving break. Pleasant, religious family want to know I’m socializing at college. No obligation to continue association upon return. Must be same-sex relationship positive as I am male.

Please call xxx-xxxx-xxxx and ask for Castiel.

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Do I Have to Say the Words? by Bryan Adams

Lyrics:

Rescue me from the mire
Whisper words of desire
Rescue me darling rescue me
With your arms open wide
Want you here by my side
Come to me darling rescue me
When this world’s closing in
There’s no need to pretend
Set me free darling rescue me

I don’t wanna let you go
So I’m standing in your way
I never needed anyone like I’m needin’ you today

Do I have to say the words?
Do I have to tell the truth?
Do I have to shout it out?
Do I have to say a prayer?
Must I prove to you how good we are together?
Do I have to say the words

Rescue me from despair
Tell me you will be there
Rescue me darlin’ rescue me

Every dream that we share
Every cross that we bear
Come to me darlin’ rescue me

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One-on-One by DarcyDelaney
36,879 words, 13 chapters, published 10/18/2018

Summary: Dean Winchester had people talking the minute he showed up on Lisa Braeden’s season of The Bachelorette as the franchise’s first openly bisexual contestant. Cas Novak had been thrilled when he first heard about—and set eyes on—the charming young teacher from Kansas, but by the end of Lisa’s season, he couldn’t blame her for choosing Michael over Dean. Over the course of the show, something about Dean had struck Cas as smug, self-absorbed, fake. He wasn’t surprised, then, when Dean ended up being all of the above when Cas and his friends had the chance to interview him for their Bachelor-themed podcast, “Rose-Colored Glasses.” What does throw him for a loop, though, is when Dean leaves him his number, follows him on Instagram, and asks him on a date. Even more unexpected is the fact that eventually, Cas starts to realize that he actually doesn’t really mind spending time with Dean. At all. And that maybe, just maybe, he’s glad Lisa didn’t choose Dean for entirely selfish reasons.

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Dress by Taylor Swift

Lyrics:

Our secret moments in a crowded room
They’ve got no idea about me and you
There is an indentation in the shape of you
Made your mark on me, a golden tattoo

All of this silence and patience, pining in anticipation
My hands are shaking from holding back from you (ah, ah, ah)
All of this silence and patience, pining and desperately waiting
My hands are shaking from holding back from all this (ha, ha, ha, ha)

Say my name and everything just stops
I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
Take it off (ha, ha, ha)
Carve your name into my bedpost
‘Cause I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
Take it off (ha, ha, ha, ha)

Inescapable, I’m not even going to try
And if I get burned, at least we were electrified
I’m spilling wine in the bathtub, you kiss my face and we’re both drunk
Everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothing about

All of this silence and patience, pining in anticipation
My hands are shaking from holding back from you (ah, ah, ah)
All of this silence and patience, pining and desperately waiting
My hands are shaking from holding back from all this (ha, ha, ha, ha)

Say my name and everything just stops
I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
Take it off (ha, ha, ha)
Carve your name into my bedpost
‘Cause I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off, take it off (ha, ha, ha, ha)
Only bought this dress so you could take it off, take it off (ha, ha, ha, ha)
Only bought this dress so you could take it off

Flashback when you met me
Your buzzcut and my hair bleached
Even in my worst times, you could see the best of me
Flashback to my mistakes
My rebounds, my earthquakes
Even in my worst light, you saw the truth of me
And I woke up just in time
Now I wake up by your side
My one and only, my lifeline
I woke up just in time
Now I wake up by your side
My hands are shaking, and I can’t explain this (ha, ha, ha, ha)

Say my name and everything just stops
I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off, take it off (ha, ha, ha, ha)
Carve your name into my bedpost
‘Cause I don’t want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off, take it off (ha, ha, ha, ha)

There is an indentation
In the shape of you
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
You made your mark on me, golden tattoo
Only bought this dress so you could take it off